Just now nothing do leh. Don't feel like playing audi, nobody play with me loh... ._. The cpl on time not same as mine and she nvr on after that. So haizz... yea so bored. Suddenly recalled that i wan to look at other fam blogs to see how they do. So started with one and click all the links, one after another. Some really very nice loh. They take screenshots of their members, edit give the glittering effect, and put them all together to form a really nice picture. Haizz too bad i dun know how to do. If not sure do and post loh. Even if no fam yet.
I was thinking it's quite hard to chiong exp now, especially the hack cannot use le and i am still stuck at the beat up story!!!!!!!! Sian.....
I keep saying fam won't open, and JUnior keep saying will open. By the end of this year. I don't really see this so brightly. After all I dun pplay everyday and can only train on Saturaday a few games nia. Coz of the 2x exp, shudnt waste by playing other games.
3 lvls and 60% by the end of this year, only 4 months, minus the weekends, weekdays i mean, I dun think it's so optimistic.
Watever. Its a distant road. Very blur somewhere faar far....

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 10:02 PM

haizz zhu ding i need blog today. PLay audi keep dc de... Frustrating sia. The private one crash I can understand but then the zheng ban one also like this. Haizz suan le. I accept fate that i shud blog today.

Tell me something bah. Today accident happened. Broke 1 test tube during science lab lesson just now. LOL. I dunno what i was thinking of when Man Hui hand me the test tube using the wood holder. Then subconsciously i just let go and then it just dropped. Haizz... Just drop like this so fragile. No choice tell teacher. He said must pay 50 cents for the test tube. Haiya heck care. Since he never ask, I also won't be so stupid ownself song shang men give him.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 8:51 PM

Twilight's chapter 7. Damn nice.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 3:20 PM

Just now went bersark or ki siao. Haizz dunno why just can't control it and totally went crazy. My stupid mother loh. Keep pestering me do all those bo liao crazy stuff. Somemore I playing and then tio distracted and miss like siao. So really lose it and just shout and heck care liao. Go and type all those scolding vulgar words. I playing with Junior she helping me chiong exp. So I guess she confused and then thot i scolding her. Keep telling her not saying her lah and she keep saying say me for wat. LOL.

Downloading RomAudition now. They say ok liao so try download loh.

Just now afternoon played Audi. Happy? Maybe Haha. The cpl damn cute loh. Haiya dunknow how describe. She's damn obsessed with marrying and then keep asking when want buy cash and reminding can marry le. Haiya even Junior annoyed loh when she playing that acc. But I fan er never ki siao when she ask. Just tink she very funny loh. This one more enjoyable compared to others like Jazz. Jazz's just too quiet, although she so cashy. But nvm I am actually glad that I broke. If nt this new person would not have entered my life.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 5:06 PM

Very weird sia... Ice cpl make me feel so uncomfortable... haizz decided to ignore her forever... Really forever, at least for now...till dunknow wat lah.........

THis afternoon went to draw something. Actually not thing is person. Since last time drew things so draw person. Went to get a magazine and drew Wu Chun. I wouldn't say it's really nice but It's make do?? Y wu chun??

It's not that i like him very much or admire him like god. Just that the cover page character is him so I draw loh. Hard sia. Among drawing, drawing person is the hardest. THe eyes especially, must make it with feelings. But dunno y i got over the eye part rather easily but then had trouble with another part. The nose and the lips. Actually the nose is ok de, but i go and erase it, coz it dun look perfect. But then the new nose is not perfect too. Haiya heck care, look like nose can le.

Next is the lips. Wah damn hard. Cannot make too fat if not really very ugly. And then wo yue kan yue xiang women lips. Haizz, maybe wu chun just have a woman-like face. Who cares? I just drew him for fun...

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 10:28 PM

She took me by surprise today. Wesnesday and she actually on. LOL and her exp is almost reaching 100 le. Quite fast. Then she pressured me again about the wedding. Finding excuses to avoid it. Decided evrytime i on, if she on, put that away emotion. HAHA ...XD.

Today have golf. Damn hot leh... Almost died of heatstroke... Haizz.... Why so stuffy and hot?????? And then , yea that's about all...

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 9:09 PM

2moro got Hist test. HAIZZ i hate history. REad here read there all the same boring stuff... Very wat de... I dont feel like studying. But in the end of course I did lah, haizz no choice. But I did in the most hatred way. Why Hist so boring de?????!!!

Btw I am usiing IE here. Hmm IE very refreshing leh. Different from Mozilla firefox. Maybe i will use this from now on.

1 more thing. I keep forgoting that story hack. Keep missing when I Shudnt. First time starting, dced. So changed my mind helped Hui hack. But then I forgot that the story cannot miss. Haizz waste so much time. 3rd time accidentally miss. Dun wan do liao lah!!!! So sian de.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 7:15 PM

Help me!!!! Sombody!!!
In a dilemma, can't get out, cant decide what to do.
In auditionsea I cpl with somebody with the cashy male char.
And then quite ok enjoy the time spent with her.
And then she talked about getting married.
But I no cash and dont intend to spend this kind of money to get married.
Then I somehow able to change the subject, but only a while, she keep repeating about the plans to get married.
So I just ignored her.
Then she asked for hotmail.
Damn I wasn't thinking properly and then say got hotmail.
Walao then cannot revert back time mah...
So I hen bu gan yuan de giv her my bogus male hotmail.
After that I quickly log off le. PLayed facebook a while.
No, before facebook, went hotmail to change all settings to private.
And lastly log in MSN to see, she really added me.
And she got facebook too.
Eeyer I just thinking whether to add.
This game is getting out of hand sia.
Wan chu huo lai le.
Maybe I just ignored that.
And next time log in just say forgot or something.....
This game ar....

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 2:43 PM

Freeze effect





Eclipse





Beautiful illusions

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 4:19 PM

Wah just now bring the printer out to my room and then bring back again. Take here take there very tired de leh. And somehow the printer so heavy sia. Haizz no strength now...
Just now late come home coz of a stupid survey. The letter says invited, but not loh. Never respect 'invited', anyhow use this word. Invited means have a choice, which means you can don't go. But end up compulsory. They fail spelling or rather english sia. Dun know how to use the word 'invited' dun use lah. LOL. This bunch of people dun know how to respect other words.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 3:03 PM

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 5:48 PM

Haizz just recalled something. Today is not exactly happy... First of all, woke up feel stomach pain. Maybe gastris pain bah. But then still quite mild so struggled school. 1 thing I dun like about my home is that time disorder. I dunno which clock is acccurate dunno who to trust. Haizz.....
Ok back here then during national athlem turned bad. Can't stand straight sia. After that take temperate. I thought will have high temperate coz very hot. But then only 36.9. Quite low actually. After that the teacher announced say my slogan chosen. Actually my finally piece is: "Win all day with racism out of the way." But then I see many people write a lot, so I add 1 more, anyhow think de. "Black or white, together we win."
In the end she chose the second one. LOL.
But then I so pain I dun bother. In the end go sickbay. Eek I dun like sickbay anymore. I lie there a while. Think very short....coz Kemmy say. But I dun wan stay there too long leh. Uncomfortable sia...
The rest of the classes were ok. For music, very funny.
In class I can play the song quite well. But come home cannot leh...
Haizz.........
And then Lydia was telling me to look at Ao ting.
LOL she keep shaking and playing.
But then does not affect me very much leh.
Coz I not looking at her.
Pity Lydia no choice must see her and laugh and play at the same time.
You know something?
I think music lesson the best among so many lessons.
Coz relaxing bah.
Though the aircon freezing...

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 3:52 PM

Haha today Happy Friday!!!!

Happy Friday basically is happy to me coz 2moro no school.

Good right??? Haha ...XD

My post getting shorter....

Btw did this video for chinese.

Nothing do so post it here bah.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 3:37 PM

DAMN LAH AUDI KEEP DC DE. CAN'T STAND IT!!!!! DOING STORY HALFWAY LAST MINUTE DC!!!!!!! So never do haizz so irritating....

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 3:17 PM

erm... today good mood so do a very different post. With pics and less words. XD

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 3:04 PM

Received this sms from Junior so post it here.
Very meaningful. Just be content and you will be happy.
After all happy is everything.
And I am learning to be happy. XD

朋友你好， 为了你好，

请你坐好， 用心听好。

钱多钱少， 够吃就好。

人丑人美， 顺眼就好。

人老人少， 健康就好。

家穷家富， 和气就好。

老公晚归， 有回就好。

老婆唠叨， 顾家就好。

孩子从小， 就要教好。

博士也好， 买菜也好，

长大以后， 乖乖就好。

房屋大小， 能住就好。

名不名牌， 有牌就好。

两轮四轮， 能驾就好。

老扳不好， 要忍就好。

一切烦恼， 能笑就好。

坚持挺着， 放下最好。

人的一生， 平安就好。

不是有钱， 一定会好。

心好行好， 命能改好。

谁是谁非， 天知就好。

修福修慧， 来世更好。

说这么多， 明白就好。

天地万物， 随缘就好。

很多事情， 看开就好。

人人都好， 日日都好。

你好我好， 世界更好。

总而言之， 知足最好。


Just be content.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 10:21 PM

I DUN WAN TO CARE ABOUT THEM ANYMORE!!!!!

JUST SHUT UP AND GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!

I DUN CARE AND WAN TO KNOW. THESE STUPID CRAP!!!!!!!

I WISH SHE WILL GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE AND GET ALL THE NONSENSE AWAY!!!!!!!

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 2:26 PM

Haizz... the romaudi download liao. Can go in but will dc. And then the song installer won't work. So redownloading 4 more files. Will take 30 minutes or so. Hope can work. If not I dunno wat to do liao. Haizz...

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 5:54 PM

Just now planned the story of the staircase. Since Kemmy say until like that say like the story. And then I very bored so go do. The basic skeleton is out and have to create the skin to cover it. And put in the stuff the brains all those.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 10:30 PM

Wah now rain so big... I rushed home fast enough before it pours. Haha XD. erm... nothing to say yet leh. Later then come back. Bye.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 3:03 PM

Remembered this morning... Quite scary. I woke up and this thought came to me. My life have totally no meaning no goals. It's just the daily routine keeping me alive. Every morning woke up, brush, dress and go school. Then after school go home and the cycle repeats. I am somehow sick of it and annoyed about it. But there's nothing I can do to change, is there? I looked into the mirror, and saw what I have been every day, so much that it become nothing worth talking about at all now. I kept thinking my life is so failure. I wondered if this is the perfect time to die, leave this worthless place. Then it started to get stronger. And dun know why tears welled in my eyes as I walked down the stairs. Even if I die, nobody will care or bother. I am apparently invisible in this world.

But then in school, this feeling eventually got covered up, and I didnt notice at all-- a good thing though. And then I did something I would never have done before.

During last lesson, english, I told Kemmy about my meaningless life. Then she said stuff like I should live, for my parents, future husband and children. LOL I know this is lame. But then it somehow made me feel better and so my going home mood is better, compared to leaving home mood.

Sometimes, unexpected things happen. For example I told Kemmy because I am quite bored and dun know just feel like saying to someone. And she's the one. I didn't have a choice either. I had nobody else to say to. Perhaps Junior can be another one. But after all she's so much younger--- she won't understand secondary life yet. It's not as innocent as primary school life. And then she's different, so much better than me. Popular, with lots of friends, friends with teachers... So she won't understand the mind of a person like me.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 10:17 PM