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Reality suxs.
your girl ♥

I'm a girl, who ♥ G-dragon.
Studying in fxcking HIHS school.
Hate me ?
fxck off, pls.
Love me ?
Muackz ! ♥♥♥

fxcking waiting♥

Miracle.
that girl, fxck off.
ETCs


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Sunday, August 16, 2009

Happy birthday to me......

Funny thing, it's suppose to be happy birthday, but just now wasn't very happy. But then return home, on comp coz too much things on my mind too heavy, dun feel like sleeping. And then Kemmy sent birthday wishes. This is common? expected? maybe i dunknow. The surprise thing is that when i on facebook, someone actually chat and said happy birthday. And that someone is not any random stranger which i add for fun. That someone is from class, Zhimin. Actually i dun really know her, except last time sit beside her for maths. Then we weren't like, you know those type of really close friends. We were strangers that only know name and go to the same classroom every day. So it's really surprising.

Initially my earlier birthday celebration with the -real- family members is not so good. In fact it was bad, really bad. It made it have the feeling that not having the celebration is much better. After all i have been left invisble for so many years, now suddenly got celebration, is like so weird and unnatural. I had decided to come here pour out everything, every agony. But this sudden unexpected birthday wish made me change my mind.

Suan le... After all they took the time and effect to make this celebration. I should appreciate it even though it didn't go so well for me. And they took it. I guessed i faked it well. They thought i really enjoyed it. And in fact i should.

This may be the last celebration i ever have. At least i see this now..... So must really enjoy this moment.

Perhaps the best birthday ever had. 16 Aug 2009.


Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 12:22 AM