My theory:
Everything are just plain lies.
The world is just a big lie. No truth. Everyone in your life are just wearing a mask to help them in their lying. Every move, every word, are all part of the biggest show in their life.
I just can't stand people in my life. I am just used to the world where I exist alone and do anything I like. Now that people start invading into my life, I am getting moody and annoyed about this. Can't stand it. Especially irritating people. Talk crap and waste my time. Sometimes, if my mood is good, can still control it. But don't blame me when my explosion starts. And better stay away, if you are smart enough to know danger.
Today in art, I don't know what to say. Mixed feelings. Good? Coz for once get out of classroom and do something different. Bad? Coz never attend the first 2 lessons, so had to chiong chiong chiong to finish the work sloppily.
I hate this man. First of all, I totally don't like to rush. And then when rush, naturally for me, the work turned out like shit, rubbish. Next, I don't like the limited choice that are left. Only pink left. And that pink is so ugly. Yue kan yue tao yan. Last, I hate the fact this thing is going to once again remind me how unartistic I am. How bad am I at art. And how I always fails art.
This thing is going to fail me. Or pull me down badly. 它只会连累我，pull me into the water. I hate how this thing can affect me. How it constantly reminds me that I can never do well in art, no matter how hard I tried.
Theory: Stop finding excuses for yourself.
You just can't do it, coz you are stupid.
Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 10:46 PM
