I officially gave up. On her.
I am sick of these unappreciated efforts to help her.
Or maybe she dun considered them help anyway.
It was just some plain stupid idiot doing dumb stuff.

Yea right.
I admit that i am just too stupid, to even think about them.
I naively thought that i could change her and her ways.
But now it prove not.
I just wasted so much time and effort to do all that.

Everyone is different in many ways.
I shouldnt try to alter what have been destined.

And i try to foresee the future.
Only 1 sentence to sum it all up.
Same miserable fate as this year, or even worse.
Pushed around, looked down upon and all the teasing around.
Those of the same age scowled at her presence.
Sympathy looks and pointless attempts to improve the situation by the authority.

I dont know what to say.

But all i know is that the above is not going to happen to me.
Not ever.
I swear.

So from now on, it's right on our own now.
She continue on her ways.
While i make the change.

Seriously tired from waiting ☻ @ 11:17 PM